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Mamachel :) Optimus prime a di dadz

Follow yuh Bloodc*@#t Mind

Good Morning,

I'm probably going to lose some readers over this one. Well I might but today we are going to go over seven instances in life where you should follow that little voice in the back of your head. Decent folks would say "follow your intuition" but today I say "Follow yuh bloodclaat mind". Let's go, feel free to join in and leave your comments.

1] If you're walking down a road and a dark tinted car pulls alongside you.
Follow yuh bloodclaat mind and run.

2] If you suspect that your friend is sleeping with your man.
Follow yuh bloodclaat mind and investigate.

3] If you suspect that your credit card might be maxed out.
Follow yuh bloodclaat mind and check first OR just don't go to the cashier *avoid embarrassment*

4] If you suspect that your dunce ass does not know how to use an atm machine.
Follow yuh bloodclaat mind and ask someone outside for help but DON'T have a soup line of people waiting on you to do a balance inquiry.

5] If you suspect that even though your friends tell you the dress looks good it doesn't quite fit.
Follow yuh bloodclaat mind and don't wear it. Better to repeat a outfit than to look like two pigs fighting under your dress. (got that from steel magnolias)

6] If you think your breath stink
Follow yuh bloodclaat mind and grab a mint, brush a tooth. DO something


Last but by no means least...

7] If you suspect he/she doesn't love you
Follow yuh bloodclaat mind and deal wid it. Sooner rather than later


Over and Out,

Mamachel

THROW BACK FRIDAY

I loved this song for awhile still do. It just speaks to so many things that have happened to me but at the same time showing how it helps to "Tek serious ting mek joke". Hope you enjoy....

Letting Go .. Damn you facebook!

Hey Everyone,

The level of procrastination I have applied to writing this post deserves a medal. I almost chickened out but then I realized that this is the catharsis that I need. It's kind of funny when I think of how easily I cower when faced with writing about the things that hurt. I now realize that those who write me for advice are braver than they will ever know. Let me get into the meat of the matter.

For weeks now .. okay months I have been facing a slow and painful reality. My once plural status is now painfully and starkly singular. The slow part I blame myself for after all I was told in no uncertain terms it was over but the heart hears what it wants to and so I have remained hopeful and If I'm being completely honest even now while writing this I still am. "Go figure". The painful part apart from the obvious severance of a important part of my life I blame wholely on facebook...

Facebook has made my life a living hell. What was once a way to keep in touch has now become a constant reminder. The new profile pictures and the tags in new women albums always and this is not an exaggeration ALWAYS makes my stomach drop. Pathetic I know I do not need anyone to tell me. Family and friends are constantly urging me to delete or block but as my previous statement said "I remain hopeful". Its easier said than done people, to delete is right up there with accidentally sending THAT letter to your boss. You can't take it back. It's irreversible. If letting go was so hard during the times of letters and carrier pigeons can you imagine how hard it is now? With facebook you can let go without really doing so.

So self torture it is. My heart will continue to jump when I see a status update or that I have a message in my inbox. I'll still wonder who is that bitch writing on your wall (but I wont ask) and I'll definitely want to know have I been replaced already?
But I also use facebook as a gauge cause the day when my heart beat remains steady and I can no longer feel it in my neck, the day the flashbacks stop and the questions stop swimming in my head all day and night then I know I have truly let go.

for now I haven't though...


Hope and Love,

Mamachel

But for now I'm still hopeful

*afterthought: I feel like a retard :p but also better